Wow... 24 page views today.. never expected that to be honest, I keep an eye on my page views to see if anyone reads my blogs. I suppose you are wondering why I am writing another blog today, you will see it is because I feel a little down, and need to write. I hoped, really hoped that a few of my friends would say they will come visit me, and I've got nothing.... diddly squat.... and it kind of upsets me.
I have moved into my new flat like I have said, and it seems not many care, I just want a little company, and see some friends, but no replies makes me feel a little lonely. I think I just want something to look forward to that is close, and I get to have a laugh. I have a couple of friends in the area, I just don't want to overstay my welcome by seeing them all the time, as they have other friends like I do. Sorry about this seeming a little depressive, I think lack of money has made me miss out on so much that its getting me down... It does make me miss living in London, the amount of people I know, and my family is there, but this is supposed to be my future, my lively hood, my new home. Maybe not having a job really is driving me insane... Plus me being alone, is never a good thing... I think... an awful lot... and I shouldn't... I suppose I like being occupied.. not used to quietness and free time...
I'm off to keep occupied...
I will try and make a more.. happier blog soon..
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